Sometimes I wonder what my mom would think of the empowered life I am living. Would she be proud? Uncomfortable? Would we have a conversation or would we pass each other haphazardly in the grocery store? Would she have questions or just ignore it. Would she be part of the transformation? Would I be different if she were here? Then I realize. It doesn't matter. I am proud of myself and that's all I need. I energize and love myself. I have the confidence and support to fill those holes with love and genuine relationships, not only with myself, but with those around me that have seen this progress.
Knowing the facts doesn't stop the questions and having the questions doesn't mean I'm not moving forward. I just wonder...and that's okay. Everything I am, I am supposed to be today.
Love & Light